I’m still alive

I swear!

I have made it through my January exams and am well on my way with dissertation writing. Which means that uni wise, I am doing good, mentally I am all over the place.
I am tired and stressed and I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t grumpy and irritable. Final Year and I really aren’t friends.

A lovely present from Final Year, my arch nemesis.

A lovely present from Final Year, my arch nemesis.

I try to find a balance, by working out in the gym (ouch, my arms) and doing fun, relaxing things, but often I just end up staring into space when I have nothing urgent to do. I’m not even cooking anything exciting anymore!

So there you are. I am hoping that now that I am through with exams, everything will become more settled and structured again. Here’s to hoping.

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A month of blogging fail

So, my ‘resolution’ of blogging four times a month didn’t quite work out as I hoped, seen as I didn’t blog once in the whole of December.

Flying over an ice field. Or clouds. Whatever.

Flying over an ice field. Or clouds. Whatever.

Which is odd, because there was a lot of stuff to blog about. I got really ill and spent about a week seeing different doctors, nurses and even had to wander to the hospital at one point. Which resulted in me not being able to sit one of my exams and having to muddle my way through Exceptional Circumstances at uni. No fun at all, let me tell you.
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When I got better, there was our amazing Christmas to blog about, a trip to Germany and New Year’s Eve with Ally and Lisa.

Nevermind the guy on the left. He wasn't invited.

Nevermind the guy on the left. He wasn’t invited.

Oh, and I joined a gym! That I wasn’t able to go to for the whole month, because of well, illness, contagiousness and travel. Genius!

We even looked after a wonderful stray cat on Boxing Day.

We named her Irish. She only had one tooth. Hence the floppy tongue.

We named her Irish. She only had one tooth. Hence the floppy tongue.

So, yes, a lot happened that I never even mentioned on here.
Christmas was fantastic. G and I cooked a kickass meal and Maz orchestrated the festivities. She organised the tree, shopping, menu, visits. Everything.

Not pictured: HAM!

Not pictured: HAM!

After I spent some time in Germany over new year’s, I am now back in England, having to work my little ass off to make those last few deadlines. And also exams. Don’t forget the fun exams that are coming up. And well, I’ll be going to the gym like mad, seen as I’m a paying member since December and haven’t been able to go. Hope the gym won’t be too flooded with January Joiners.

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A moment of linguaphilia

Today, my uni hosted a poetry reading with the Manuel Rico, the winner of this year’s International Miguel Hernández Poetry prize.
Which, I guess, may not sound madly exciting to you.

I went without any expectations really, I had read a few of his poems, had trouble understanding them and spent hours looking up words in the dictionary. Hmpf.

But then, somehow, as he was reading them to us, something clicked.
I understood them easily, even parts that I had struggled with only earlier in the week, made sense and I understood their meaning.
I have no idea what happened or how it worked, but it did.

Manuel Rico

(Photo taken from his blog)

And then I had a random moment of excitement. Which made me hop around and flap my arms at Schieli for a bit (after the reading, that is. Everything else would have been awkward.)

I was excited because, as a speaker of different languages, I am able to hear about these experiences, partake in cultural events without the barrier of translation*.
I am able to read/hear/see the original. Written by the author and only the author. (And possibly the editor too, I guess). The original account of any story!
And, isn’t that awesome?

So, I will just leave you with one of his poems here. Untranslated and original.

La casa de los fresnos

by Manuel Rico

A esta casa llega, a veces, el viento.
Llega lo inacabado, llega el tiempo, y la espera,
y el reloj inútil, y el alma de los campos, y llegan
las montañas y el silencio indeciso de la nieve,
y el barro y la madera, llega
la memoria, amada, llega
la memoria.

Esta casa, la de los fresnos
y de las lluvias,
tuvo en su arquitectura, mucho antes
de ser teja y ladrillo,
un padre soñador de sueños rotos,
tuvo
la lectura primera de Madame
Bovary en noches de verano de finales
de los años ochenta, tuvo
novelas inconclusas, poemas
no acabados, pájaros, cemento,
un huerto muy precario
y pequeños erizos sobre la hierba seca
en las noches de agosto en que los hijos
descubrían el mundo y bebían la niebla.
y eran niños y a veces nos hacían
tan niños como ellos.

Esta casa
es la casa de las tormentas y del olor a tierra
mojada y a rastrojo, es la casa
de la memoria enferma de la madre,
la de las moras ennegrecidas
de setiembre. La casa de los caminos
y de los montes ocres, del endrino
cuyos frutos morados
hablaban del invierno
en las puertas de octubre, cuando el frío
era sólo sospecha.

Es la casa
que soñó mermeladas y hortalizas
en veranos remotos, la casa
del níscalo y las lluvias tardías de noviembre,
de las noches al fuego, del fuego
y de las brasas, de la mesa
camilla y del brasero.

Esta casa,
la casa de los fresnos
es la casa de las orugas del color de las hojas,
la del porche vivido
en las noches de julio de mariposas calcinadas
en la vieja bombilla.

La de la leña
cortada, la del aroma
de la arizónica y del cedro, la de los pájaros
que inauguraban
la mañana de abril y los asombros
del hijo que descubre
el aire y sus olores
y la sombra del águila en la altura,

Casa de las celebraciones y de las tardes lentas,
del jardín alfombrado de hojarasca.
Mi casa. La casa. Nuestra casa.

(Source)

*I am aware that this is an odd thing to say for someone who studies translation. But I think especially with poetry, things will get lost in translation. The translator can add to the poem, but things like rhyme or onomatopoeia may not work in the target language. Therefore this piece of originality would get lost.

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G’s Hot Banana

I’m really not doing so well with this ‘blogging regularly’ thing, am I?

It’s still the same old excuse: uni work. It just doesn’t stop. No matter how much I do, I’ll never quite be on top of it. It’s driving me nuts. And then I got ill last week. Which makes uni work even worse and commuting a pain in the arse. Especially when the whole of Britain floods because it rained. Shock horror, rain in Britain. We did not expect this!

Anyway, to soothe the pain a little, here’s a sticky sweet dessert that my flatmate G made for us only a few weeks after we moved into our house. Back when the weather was still nice and we could sit in the garden and have a BBQ.

This is G. Here he is at the BBQ, burdened with glorious purpose.

G’s Hot Banana

Ingredients:
2 bananas per person
1 bar of dark chocolate
brown sugar
tin foil

So, this is what G does:
He peels the bananas, cuts them open and places them on tin foil.

Exhibit A

Then he carefully sprinkles the sugar over them. Carefully, because he also has a kitten and knows how to handle delicate things.

Following that he breaks up the chocolate bar into chunks and carefully pushes them into the ridge of the banana.

Then he covers them with the tin foil and plonks them onto the BBQ for about 15 mins.

Et voilà, deliciously soft and gooey and sweet and sticky hot bananas.
If you serve them with the tin foil still around them, it makes a great Christmas dessert. After all, tinsel is just shredded tin foil.

Enjoy!

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A little bit of friendly competition

Uni has (I guess, unsurprisingly) been pretty manic over the last few weeks. I don’t think I’m ever done with work. Even if I finish all the tasks I plan to do per day, there is always more to do. It just never ends.
At least I am finally able to do more concrete research regarding my dissertation now. The last few weeks have mainly consisted of figuring out what exactly I will be writing about and analysing.

I have also come to realise, that in order to not completely lose the plot and drown in journals, PhDs and text books, I am going to get into a proper running routine and actually actively make time to get out and run.
Not running makes me feel sluggish and overwhelmed with work. Even if I spend the whole day doing uni work, it will feel as if I’ve accomplished nothing, as I haven’t left the house at all.
So coming up with a running schedule and making myself stick to it no matter what (because coming up with reasons as to why I can’t run on a particular day is just way too easy), seemed like the best solution.

Running. I like dat shit.

I try to run 4 miles three times a week. On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. As I have to run before uni and before breakfast, it’s ok if one run per week only covers 3 miles. That’s the rules. No exceptions allowed.

Except…

When I spend a weekend away, visiting Brockels, I usually return on a train on Monday morning, in time for lectures. But it obviously means I miss my Monday morning run. As Brockels is the president of the Badminton Society at his uni (yes, fancy, I know. Sometimes I call him Mr. President. It’s all very exciting), I decided to tag along and play a match with him. (It’s only fair I give ‘his’ sport a go. He ran an 11km race with me in Spain!)

Race in Dúrcal


And as it turns out, I love badminton. It’s awesome. I had never really played it before, so I gave him plenty of warning, that I might not even be able to hit the shuttlecock back over the net, but as it turns out, I am!
I think we were both surprised at how well I played. Of course he could easily wiped the floor with me if he decided to do that. But I like thinking that I was able to give him a bit of a run for his money when we first played.

Their sportscentre. Fancy, right?


Now playing a match or two together when I’m there has become a thing and I’m madly motivated to try to beat him. An illusion he tends to quickly crush when I get a little too cocky, but hey, it’s fun. Trying to baffle and beat (… I mean at sports!) your manfriend (or ladyfriend, obviously) is a great motivator to try to get better at something.
And I think he quite enjoys putting me back in my place with a well aimed smash (still talking about badminton, I swear!), when I start giving him smug looks, because I managed to score a point or two.

Us exercising hard on the beach in Spain

So, there we are. I found a fun way to distract myself from uni work and man, does it feel great beating your partner at their sport. (Or being in the lead for a few moments. It’s the little things that count.)

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Where I want to be

I have spent this past weekend with my friend Claire. She’s an old friend. I met her when I was 16 years old and on my first year abroad. I was living with a host family and met Claire at college, where we took French together.
I hadn’t seen Claire in well over a year, due to my second year abroad.

Claire and me in 2008

And as I was walking back from the train station after having dropped her off, I started thinking. People always refer to their year abroad as the best year of their lives. And seen as I had two, which one was my best year of my life? How were they different? Was one better? Was one more important?

Before this second year abroad, I would have easily said that the first year abroad, the one in England, was the best year of my life. I was away from home for the first time ever, I was completely independent for the first time ever, I fell in love for the first time ever, I met tons of new people and yes, had the time of my life.
It was so good, that I had actually been pretty sure that this second year abroad would not be able to compete. Because you know, I’d done it before. The experiences wouldn’t be new. Been there, done that.

Granada, April 2012
When I realised that I had not yet “done that”.

You can probably guess where this is heading. I was wrong. This past year was the most fantastic year of my life. And it was different from the first year abroad. And there were a whole bunch of new firsts that I didn’t expect to experience, but there they were anyway.
This second year abroad was a lot harder than the first, I had to organise everything for myself, instead of having everything done for me by an agency that my parents paid.
I found learning the languages harder, first of all, because I wasn’t as good at them in the first place and because I didn’t immerse myself as much as I did on my first year abroad. It didn’t occur to me just how well I had integrated myself on my first year until it became apparent that I would not be able to learn French and Spanish by just sitting by, listening to other people doing the talking.
My relationship, that by that point had been long past its expiration date, also ended on that second year abroad.
So, it wasn’t as easy and carefree as the first one. But looking back now, I can say that this, my second year abroad, has been the best year of my life. A lot of things that had been all over the place for me finally came together in this past year.

Mons, January 2012

With this, I guess I have to label my first year abroad the most important year of my life.
Everything my life is now is based on decisions I made in that one year. After that year, I decided to drop out of school in Germany and to move back to England. Permanently. To redo my A-Levels and go to uni. If I hadn’t gone back to college, I wouldn’t be studying Translation now. If I didn’t study Translation, I wouldn’t have gone on another year abroad and if I hadn’t gone on another year abroad, I wouldn’t have ended up living in Rugby with Maz and G this year and if I hadn’t ended up in Rugby, I wouldn’t be walking back to our house, under G’s “manbrella” in the rain.

It may no longer qualify as the best year of my life, but it has been the most important one.
I am exactly where I want to be in this moment in time, and I would not be here without this one year in England when I was 16.

Rugby. 20 minutes ago.

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Readathon Hour 23

Reading: Maarten van den Broek – Holland in Not
Started on page: 55
On page: 79
Total pages read: 478 + last few chapters of Ishmael on Kindle
Books finished: 2

The end is near! And I’m wide awake. Maybe I should’ve set an alarm to get some more reading done early in the morning.
Anyway, here’s my entry for WordLily‘s mini challenge:

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